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lolol. ok. im back. like ayee. <3 k.
So, pretty much, I lost my maple touch. And what I mean by that is like I don't remember how to make maple pictures like I used to, I don't remember how to edit them. I tried to the other day but it completely failed so um yeah. SO, I don't complelely know what I'm going to do but you guys can ask me questions and stuff.
SOOO GOO TO THISS > ask.fm/MNguyener. <3 c:
so, i have another account but that's probably gonna be like photos.
so yur. i got nothing to say. so many typos but idgaf.
byee.
So, pretty much, I lost my maple touch. And what I mean by that is like I don't remember how to make maple pictures like I used to, I don't remember how to edit them. I tried to the other day but it completely failed so um yeah. SO, I don't complelely know what I'm going to do but you guys can ask me questions and stuff.
SOOO GOO TO THISS > ask.fm/MNguyener. <3 c:
so, i have another account but that's probably gonna be like photos.
so yur. i got nothing to say. so many typos but idgaf.
byee.
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Are you fucking me right now?
5 min read
What the fuck. Okay, don't fucking bring me into shit when I haven't been on. lol. I came on yesterday to change a few things and I fucking see, people saying about me being in a hate club. t'f? I don't intend to be in a hate club. No hate clubs for me. lmfao. To be honest, it's really childish when you make a hate club. Honestly, what is it with you? Can't you see they have enough things in their life then worrying about your fucking hate club. Like dude, get a damn life, and stop trying to hurt others. They have enough pain and personal things going on their life and you want to fucking made them upset more? Like dude, give some respect. That's so fucking disrespectful and rude of you. Honestly, for me, I dislike three people. People like far far in my past. For me, I can care less then what people fucking say about me. Go ahead and hate me. You will be my motivators and I won't let your words fucking put me down to reach my goals. To be honest, it's life, people will hate you for no reason or for some reasons, people will dislike you, people will try to bring you down, etc. But you can't let them get to you. It makes you stronger and a better person. Honestly, me, when I'm pissed, I say some things I don't mean, and matter of fact, I'm just a third wheel to my friends in real life and online. I still stand strong but at times, I'll break down and need a shoulder to cry on. For me, I can depend on my brothers, they've been there and supported me when my parents haven't been there.
Here's a short summary by what I mean.
My dad, he cheated, on my mom with another women, and that women was his business partner, they both had a baby, and well, she was born on 2006, she became my half sister. I don't see her anymore. lol. Anyways, my mother found out so we kind of left the house in 2008. After a while, we struggle. Both of my parents had a hard time trying to support my brothers and I. My mother, brothers, and I lived in an apt for 5 years and a half. My brothers were working and they tried a lot to help out. Whenever my mother went out of the state, they took care of me. Whenever we were lacking of food, they would say "I don't care if I don't eat, I care about my sister eating. " My brothers are the ones I can depend on. Right now, I'm living back into my old house, with a very sick grandfather, that can't do much, a grandmother that is taking care of my uncle's two sons, a mother that left to a different state, that stayed with her boyfriend and is taking care of another child, a father that hardly comes to see you, because he doesn't tell you anything, two brothers that are away for college. One brother cares so much, while the other cares about his girlfriend first, then friends, then his dog, and his family comes very very last. My own brother, had to ask his friends if they could help me out, with buying food and washing clothes. Does anyone knows what it feels like, when your own mother leaves you, and believes another child and not her own? Does anyone knows what it feels like, when your own father marries someone else in 2011 and you find pictures on the desktop? Anyone, anyone, no? Okay. For me, I'm doing NSBE and Odyssey of the Minds, programs that are gonna help me when I get older, and might even help me with my family, my teacher doesn't mind taking me home. I don't have a ride to go anywhere or to get back home. I have to fucking ask. It's so hard when you hardly have anyone to turn to, when things get too rough for you, and all you're is just a shadow to people. It's fucking hard like hell. For me , it is.
Everyone has a truly rough state in their life, and yet, they still carry on, they still move forward, they could care less about what they say, they could care less if they got beat up, they wouldn't care if they lost their emotions. Those people had fought too long and still never got to share their pain out. They still move on, yet, they still linger through their life, wondering if someone will ever lead them a hand, or anything. Those people, try so hard to take care of their loves ones. But at some points, when things feel like it's all tearing apart, they break down and cry for the whole day, not saying a word , they carry the pain anyways. Honestly, no one should ever feel like this. But, some of us, just can't do anything about it, we have to sit there and see them in pain. We all want to help but if they don't want help, then just don't help them. This is all I have to say, I don't think I'm ever going to come back on this account. Thank you for even reading this. I haven't wrote this much or even rant or vent about it. Well, now you know. Guys, help others before it's too late, before everything changes into a blur. Goodbye.
Here's a short summary by what I mean.
My dad, he cheated, on my mom with another women, and that women was his business partner, they both had a baby, and well, she was born on 2006, she became my half sister. I don't see her anymore. lol. Anyways, my mother found out so we kind of left the house in 2008. After a while, we struggle. Both of my parents had a hard time trying to support my brothers and I. My mother, brothers, and I lived in an apt for 5 years and a half. My brothers were working and they tried a lot to help out. Whenever my mother went out of the state, they took care of me. Whenever we were lacking of food, they would say "I don't care if I don't eat, I care about my sister eating. " My brothers are the ones I can depend on. Right now, I'm living back into my old house, with a very sick grandfather, that can't do much, a grandmother that is taking care of my uncle's two sons, a mother that left to a different state, that stayed with her boyfriend and is taking care of another child, a father that hardly comes to see you, because he doesn't tell you anything, two brothers that are away for college. One brother cares so much, while the other cares about his girlfriend first, then friends, then his dog, and his family comes very very last. My own brother, had to ask his friends if they could help me out, with buying food and washing clothes. Does anyone knows what it feels like, when your own mother leaves you, and believes another child and not her own? Does anyone knows what it feels like, when your own father marries someone else in 2011 and you find pictures on the desktop? Anyone, anyone, no? Okay. For me, I'm doing NSBE and Odyssey of the Minds, programs that are gonna help me when I get older, and might even help me with my family, my teacher doesn't mind taking me home. I don't have a ride to go anywhere or to get back home. I have to fucking ask. It's so hard when you hardly have anyone to turn to, when things get too rough for you, and all you're is just a shadow to people. It's fucking hard like hell. For me , it is.
Everyone has a truly rough state in their life, and yet, they still carry on, they still move forward, they could care less about what they say, they could care less if they got beat up, they wouldn't care if they lost their emotions. Those people had fought too long and still never got to share their pain out. They still move on, yet, they still linger through their life, wondering if someone will ever lead them a hand, or anything. Those people, try so hard to take care of their loves ones. But at some points, when things feel like it's all tearing apart, they break down and cry for the whole day, not saying a word , they carry the pain anyways. Honestly, no one should ever feel like this. But, some of us, just can't do anything about it, we have to sit there and see them in pain. We all want to help but if they don't want help, then just don't help them. This is all I have to say, I don't think I'm ever going to come back on this account. Thank you for even reading this. I haven't wrote this much or even rant or vent about it. Well, now you know. Guys, help others before it's too late, before everything changes into a blur. Goodbye.
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FINALLY QUITTING.
1 min read
Aha. Okay, so. I'm finally gonna quit once and for all. lol. k .
Anyways, I need to focus on school. -____-.
Everytime, once I get home, I go straight to the computer. But like, I need to start doing my report too. ;-;
Anyways, I'm in a lot of programs for my school so I try to come home as quickly as I can to take care of my grandpa. Yeah, sorry. My parents aren't in my life fully. k. nuff said. Anyways, I'm gonna make a new account so whenever I have time, I can always like put random photos or something like that. I don't know. But maple, is just kind of getting too old for me. I hardly do it as I used to. lmfao. k. I'm sorry but I will make a new account soon. Just not now. lol. But I'm gonna finish all of my shiz like on Monday or Tuesday. .-.
Byee everyone. love you lots.
-| k. a lot of typos. don't blame me. my typing is all adasdasda. k.
Anyways, I need to focus on school. -____-.
Everytime, once I get home, I go straight to the computer. But like, I need to start doing my report too. ;-;
Anyways, I'm in a lot of programs for my school so I try to come home as quickly as I can to take care of my grandpa. Yeah, sorry. My parents aren't in my life fully. k. nuff said. Anyways, I'm gonna make a new account so whenever I have time, I can always like put random photos or something like that. I don't know. But maple, is just kind of getting too old for me. I hardly do it as I used to. lmfao. k. I'm sorry but I will make a new account soon. Just not now. lol. But I'm gonna finish all of my shiz like on Monday or Tuesday. .-.
Byee everyone. love you lots.
-| k. a lot of typos. don't blame me. my typing is all adasdasda. k.
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Quit.
1 min read
Ayo. c:.
So, I don't find a reason to stay on dA or FB.
I'm deactivating both.
I'm sick and tired of so many things.
It already passed New Years. Yet things are still happening to me.
I'm really sorry If I didn't even get to finish the drawing requests.
Maybe, If I do come back. I'll be able to do them.
I'm really sorry if I don't talk to you all as much. I really am and I feel so guilty about it.
I'm just done. ^-^.
I'm not sure if I ever want to come back.
Some things, you're just gonna have to leave.
Some things, you're just gonna have to forget.
This is my final decision.
I'll maybe deactivate it later or like whenever I do get on.
Just not today.
I need to gather things from my dA anyway.
So I'll be deactivating it soon.
So, I don't find a reason to stay on dA or FB.
I'm deactivating both.
I'm sick and tired of so many things.
It already passed New Years. Yet things are still happening to me.
I'm really sorry If I didn't even get to finish the drawing requests.
Maybe, If I do come back. I'll be able to do them.
I'm really sorry if I don't talk to you all as much. I really am and I feel so guilty about it.
I'm just done. ^-^.
I'm not sure if I ever want to come back.
Some things, you're just gonna have to leave.
Some things, you're just gonna have to forget.
This is my final decision.
I'll maybe deactivate it later or like whenever I do get on.
Just not today.
I need to gather things from my dA anyway.
So I'll be deactivating it soon.
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Amber's Icon Contest. c:
1 min read
JOINNN. <3
And hey. Everyone is going to be judge.
It doesn't matter if you're pro or not.
Who cares?
You tried your best and you worked hard on it.
Spread your creativity and spread Amber's Contest. <3
c':
amber135.deviantart.com/journa…
And hey. Everyone is going to be judge.
It doesn't matter if you're pro or not.
Who cares?
You tried your best and you worked hard on it.
Spread your creativity and spread Amber's Contest. <3
c':
amber135.deviantart.com/journa…
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